It's mine this life
it's mine it's mine
It's mine to tear, to bruise, to cheat
It's mine to do with whatever I wish
And since it's mine
I'll hit the walls
bouncing off the stars and shit.
I said it's mine
it's mine it is
I'll shatter the sphere you hold so dear
I'll build a fortress
an empire of dirt
I'll fly away with broken wings
Stop talking!
you're scheming
it's mine
i'm losing control
I'll hang myself with broken dreams
This road I walk I've never seen
And oh so distant now, the sounds so faint
a voice that's screaming
"it's mine ... it's mine"
I wished upon a wishing chip
that he'd come home for good
Now I wish I'd never wished
Upon that wishing chip
The boy who left
a man not raised
a lonesome soul
discarded fate
Nothing to gain
hollow and alone
leaving me behind
to waste another day
People wonder but never ask
It's hard to see behind the mask
He never knew how much I cried
The shattered glass on the night that he died.
That broken child
made his own demise
yet lingers still
in a stolen corpse
I want to scream until no sound comes out
The loneliness won't leave me alone
standing on the edge of something much too deep
I'm screaming inside
can nobody hea
You didn't think what I would feel, early morn' when you were gone.
Broken glances, twisted answers...the question lingered, "where's he gone?"
The clock hit noon, and again it went...I daren't hope to see your face.
It's been so long, it's been so hard. All I wish for; is to turn back time.
Oh turn it back, just turn it back! Back to when we were young and naive.
Back to when you'd hold me to sleep. To when you knew what laughter was...back to when life was simple.
I loved you so much, I never knew quite how much.
But then it happened.
It happened so suddenly, it should never have happened.
This was all wrong, the world was upsid
Love, Roses and Petals by lady-nightstalker, literature
Literature
Love, Roses and Petals
Over the hills, across the seas
Into my heart did blow his love
A full rose blossomed, like love it took time
But in the end, it faded away
Like Noah, like Allie
A petal did linger
A thorn in his memory
Of ghosts all but gone
Love may be dead
My heart may be broken
But his presence still loiters
In a petal left behind
I shouldn't bother to scream by lady-nightstalker, literature
Literature
I shouldn't bother to scream
Dont be aroused by my confession
I know you dont give a good god damn about redemption
The darkness encroaches and so do I
The sparkles of wealth have caught your eye
Where are your coins, dear little one?
Take care when you let that silver drop fall
Theres no point in screaming, when you cannot breathe
However shall you get back, if you bring but one?
Fierce fires ravaged the skies
She saw me suck you dry as you cried
The pressure is building at the base of my spine
It feels like Im teetering on a fine line
Ill make you a deal
A marvellous pact
You sell me your soul
And Ill ferry you back
Who am I? Who I am by lady-nightstalker, literature
Literature
Who am I? Who I am
Who am I?
Im the girl you call when youre bored
The girl wholl lend an ear when youre feeling down
You dont need to pretend youre somebody else
Ive had front row seats to your life, I know who you are
Im the girl whod help you up
When theres no one left to turn to
Im the girl who blends in with the crowd
Yet the one who stands out most
Im the girl you treat like a mate
The girl you forget to remember
The one who buys you a rose for Valentines
So you can give it to the lass you fancy
Im the girl who takes care of all your problems
The one who never asks
The lie stands alone, the solitary deceit
Liars will lie, and continue to do so
The meaning of their words lost in the truth
The weight of truth, benign, nigh malignant.
It's mine this life
it's mine it's mine
It's mine to tear, to bruise, to cheat
It's mine to do with whatever I wish
And since it's mine
I'll hit the walls
bouncing off the stars and shit.
I said it's mine
it's mine it is
I'll shatter the sphere you hold so dear
I'll build a fortress
an empire of dirt
I'll fly away with broken wings
Stop talking!
you're scheming
it's mine
i'm losing control
I'll hang myself with broken dreams
This road I walk I've never seen
And oh so distant now, the sounds so faint
a voice that's screaming
"it's mine ... it's mine"
I wished upon a wishing chip
that he'd come home for good
Now I wish I'd never wished
Upon that wishing chip
The boy who left
a man not raised
a lonesome soul
discarded fate
Nothing to gain
hollow and alone
leaving me behind
to waste another day
People wonder but never ask
It's hard to see behind the mask
He never knew how much I cried
The shattered glass on the night that he died.
That broken child
made his own demise
yet lingers still
in a stolen corpse
I want to scream until no sound comes out
The loneliness won't leave me alone
standing on the edge of something much too deep
I'm screaming inside
can nobody hea
You didn't think what I would feel, early morn' when you were gone.
Broken glances, twisted answers...the question lingered, "where's he gone?"
The clock hit noon, and again it went...I daren't hope to see your face.
It's been so long, it's been so hard. All I wish for; is to turn back time.
Oh turn it back, just turn it back! Back to when we were young and naive.
Back to when you'd hold me to sleep. To when you knew what laughter was...back to when life was simple.
I loved you so much, I never knew quite how much.
But then it happened.
It happened so suddenly, it should never have happened.
This was all wrong, the world was upsid
Love, Roses and Petals by lady-nightstalker, literature
Literature
Love, Roses and Petals
Over the hills, across the seas
Into my heart did blow his love
A full rose blossomed, like love it took time
But in the end, it faded away
Like Noah, like Allie
A petal did linger
A thorn in his memory
Of ghosts all but gone
Love may be dead
My heart may be broken
But his presence still loiters
In a petal left behind
I shouldn't bother to scream by lady-nightstalker, literature
Literature
I shouldn't bother to scream
Dont be aroused by my confession
I know you dont give a good god damn about redemption
The darkness encroaches and so do I
The sparkles of wealth have caught your eye
Where are your coins, dear little one?
Take care when you let that silver drop fall
Theres no point in screaming, when you cannot breathe
However shall you get back, if you bring but one?
Fierce fires ravaged the skies
She saw me suck you dry as you cried
The pressure is building at the base of my spine
It feels like Im teetering on a fine line
Ill make you a deal
A marvellous pact
You sell me your soul
And Ill ferry you back
Who am I? Who I am by lady-nightstalker, literature
Literature
Who am I? Who I am
Who am I?
Im the girl you call when youre bored
The girl wholl lend an ear when youre feeling down
You dont need to pretend youre somebody else
Ive had front row seats to your life, I know who you are
Im the girl whod help you up
When theres no one left to turn to
Im the girl who blends in with the crowd
Yet the one who stands out most
Im the girl you treat like a mate
The girl you forget to remember
The one who buys you a rose for Valentines
So you can give it to the lass you fancy
Im the girl who takes care of all your problems
The one who never asks
The lie stands alone, the solitary deceit
Liars will lie, and continue to do so
The meaning of their words lost in the truth
The weight of truth, benign, nigh malignant.
but this isn't just distance
as in space, not just distance as in
whispers of,
"i can't believe how far you
are from me, i miss you" -
this isn't just distance
in the way
that roads seem to spill over
hilltops for years,
stretching like skin across knuckles
but never ending,
no.
this is the kind of distance
that isn't seen but instead felt,
that isn't marked by miles
or gas money and can't be pinned in two
spots on a map with red thumbtacks:
this is not hearing from you
for days
and knowing you haven't noticed.
this is wanting to have you
beside me
and knowing you're just fine
alone.
this is the kind of dist
i am but a weary passenger
wondering who
might be missing me -
nobody
can tell whether this is just a famine
or an infestation,
it's strange how that works -
here,
maybe you are lying beside me
or above me
but i am suffocating -
love's
not one of those things that
you can forget
easily, not quite like -
me.
Someday I'm gonna be free And they aint' gonna try kill me for being me
Current Residence: Melbourne, Australia Favourite genre of music: Rock, Drum 'n' Bass, Metal, Reggae MP3 player of choice: I-pod Touch Favourite cartoon character: Snoopy Personal Quote: Fools say that they learn by experience. I prefer to profit by others’ experiences.
Favourite Movies
Gladiator, The Lion King, Tre Metri Sopra Il Cielo, Rock n Rolla, Inception
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Rise Against, Bullet For My Valentine, Avenged Sevenfold
Favourite Writers
Terry Brooks
Favourite Games
Call Of Duty, Crysis, Dragon Age, Halo, Assasin's Creed
yeah I haven't been on DA much and you're not on facebook often lol.
Ah life's pretty average at the moment. Stressed out for uni and work but hey, that's just how these things go. Then you gotta take a few days to chill and enjoy. haha
How about you?? What's happening on your side of the world?